February 1, 2022
Mistakes made from misunderstanding
Words taken to the other edge
Memory locked in the aisle of loops
Not wanted, not cared for, only endless
Timed approach becomes lessened patience
Thoughts dive into the deep end
Washed around with filter
Soaked through woith past appointments
Is this evermore?
Will this be everyday?
Will this ever end?
Can I understand any longer?
Approaching with intended clarity
But fumbling at the starting line
More than it should spill over stains
Marks made to clean but scratches are left
With furniture that needs to be moved
Place in points to make sense of self
But the scratches remain whole
Start again, reset, restart
Is this me?
Is this my need?
Can I stop this?
Am I this?